Blurr.. 1.15am

haiz... so long since i last blog.. i find myself change alot, maybe is good? mayb is bad? i donno.. i have become more emotionless.. no more crying so much though i got lots of things hiding and didn't say out... Hope to have a place for me to be alone.. don wanna care abt wat's going on outside.. ppl are holding me high up and yet at the same time throw me down and i have enough.. i promise to be more independent n strong! WATCH ME! hmmmm... I CAN DO IT AND LOVE MYSELF MORE!!