Don wanna let my mind sleep... 1.50am

Just want to write what i can rmb before everything is gone... It was so funny, today i almost overslept in the train as i was dreaming while listening to mp3.. rmb how i met 'u'... rmb that i will go down to mac and find u when i m free.. u were even sleeping in the storeroom and donno that i m there and watch u sleeping so soundly.. funny was everything that flashed in my mind were the happy moment.. went to movie which i donno is a set up by who and how i scold u.. =) Forever u won't know how i pass that 2 years w/out u beside me when i m down, when its valentine's day and all he holidays... luckily i m independent enough, didn't rely on anyone and never ever blame whoever...

I m sure that the coming chal wont be the same as before.. I was wondering what to do.. i have always thot that i have found something precious to me already but i can't confirm now.. i hope to gather all the good memories to cover the bad ones but is difficult.. those good memories is starting to fade away slowly from my memories.. Gonna turn 21 and i donno wat i want yet.. though i m feeling very miserable, down and sad this few months, i hope that my future wouldn't be like tis, but to find someone who can really understand me and care for me..